New plans

Change
It's found me
I feel that change is coming. I feel a change in who I am
I can't put my finger on it

I did need to make this decision
My major has been switched.
After 3 years, I am no longer a history major/education minor.
My heart is not there, the passion is lacking and that's when I knew that it was time to move on.
Although teaching/coaching is an awesome profession, it's not what I wanted and I finally decided to speak up instead of get to the end of the road, looking back at the all the times I could have switched.
When I stopped playing football, I was asked how I could coach something that I didn't have passion for....and I've come to find that I can't
I am not embarrassed by this fact
It's all part of the molding and maturing of who I am going to be
My new major is psychology
My heart is people
I want to invite the Lord into my counseling...bring a Holy perspective into the lives that I come into contact with.
I was worried that this would set me waaaaaaaay back but it'll only be one more semester than I had planned anyway.
I have been in a whirlwind the past few weeks. My spirit in an uproar about many areas of my life. No peace
This is a step I'm taking and I'm going to stay on it until I know where to go. Like I said in my last post, I feel a pull in another direction but I need to use wisdom regarding the moves I make.

Something I wanted to share....
A great friend of mine who lives in Kansas City spoke some words into my life about the Lord and His love for us. He brought this verse to my attention and it came to life immediately...
Psalm 139:17-18
How precious are your thoughts about me, O God.
They cannot be numbered!
I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
Think about what David is writing in this verse!!! "How precious are your thoughts about me!!!!"
The creator of the Universe has thoughts about me. That alone is mind blowing but to think that they are too many to count!!!!!!!!!!!
Man, He loves us
As I was reading this morning, I read the whole chapter of Psalms 139 to gain a full perspective of those verses and this is it for me...
Psalm 139:16:
You saw me before I was born.
Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
I get so anxious to be where I'm supposed to be but He knows where I'm at.
Time to remain faithful and wait

Thanks for reading everybody.
I will try to update more if I can. I start a new job tomorrow so I'll update on how that goes.