August 23rd, 2010...over 4 years after high school
That's right, this is the start of my 5th year of undergrad...and that's quite alright, friends
I am the most excited about this year, the last year hopefully.
Honestly, this should be the fastest school year and you can imagine the amount of comfort one might enjoy entering the 5th year of college. No surprises...anything that could possibly happen to an individual academically has happened to this guy.
I'm going into this year with an expectant heart. It's going to be an awesome year!
Good luck to anybody starting college, grad school, or just starting out in a new job
However, if this is your 5th year.....
SUPER SENIORS UNITE!!!!
(that was cheesy)
Monday, August 23, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Be Back Soon
Sheesh.....
What a long break between posts...I think the longest ever
So it's July 23rd, 2010. The 9th week of summer break is almost over and I think I'm about a monthish away from heading back on campus.
This summer has been an absolute crazy town and that's not a bad thing.
I am not going to do a super long update quite yet...I'll save that for a few weeks but I can say that this summer has brought about a God-explosion in my life unlike anything I've ever seen. He's ready to do a new work in your life but it's all about commitment to setting your life apart for Him. What an fantastic Father He is
I'll leave this quick blog with a few thoughts...
I've heard that you can only look back on your life in 5 year increments to gauge how far you've gone. From 10-15 years of age there is much change...from 25-30, same thing...you get the idea. I was thinking about that today and found it rings true.
I turned 23 in June. I find that as I hit the 5 year mark from 18-23, I can look back with amazement.
I look at how much I've grown, where I'm at, whose in my life, whose out of my life, the way I speak, think, react
I'm looking forward to the next 5 years so I can look back in amazement at all God has done. This season is exciting and the best is yet to come...
Be back in a few weeks!
Thanks for reading
Just a note
I had a friend pass away this past Sunday from just a tragic accident. If anybody knew Mike Kowalewski, you knew a great man. I had the absolute pleasure of meeting Mike in 7th grade and shared an incredible amount of memories with him. I was fortunate to play football with him all through high school, live two steps away from him at UCM and then live with him at Lindenwood.
It is heartbreaking to see him go at 22. We lost a good one.
What a long break between posts...I think the longest ever
So it's July 23rd, 2010. The 9th week of summer break is almost over and I think I'm about a monthish away from heading back on campus.
This summer has been an absolute crazy town and that's not a bad thing.
I am not going to do a super long update quite yet...I'll save that for a few weeks but I can say that this summer has brought about a God-explosion in my life unlike anything I've ever seen. He's ready to do a new work in your life but it's all about commitment to setting your life apart for Him. What an fantastic Father He is
I'll leave this quick blog with a few thoughts...
I've heard that you can only look back on your life in 5 year increments to gauge how far you've gone. From 10-15 years of age there is much change...from 25-30, same thing...you get the idea. I was thinking about that today and found it rings true.
I turned 23 in June. I find that as I hit the 5 year mark from 18-23, I can look back with amazement.
I look at how much I've grown, where I'm at, whose in my life, whose out of my life, the way I speak, think, react
I'm looking forward to the next 5 years so I can look back in amazement at all God has done. This season is exciting and the best is yet to come...
Be back in a few weeks!
Thanks for reading
Just a note
I had a friend pass away this past Sunday from just a tragic accident. If anybody knew Mike Kowalewski, you knew a great man. I had the absolute pleasure of meeting Mike in 7th grade and shared an incredible amount of memories with him. I was fortunate to play football with him all through high school, live two steps away from him at UCM and then live with him at Lindenwood.
It is heartbreaking to see him go at 22. We lost a good one.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Summer
I dig this dollar shirt....just a little dollar shirt shout-out...
This might be my last blog for a while
If you check out my archives over this way ---------------------------->
You'll surely notice a severe lack of blogs from last summer
Summer is quite the dandy time but unfortunately, it does not spark much blog inspiration...
This is the last day of regular classes for the semester and next week is finals week for LU. I would have to say that I'm feeling a little more pressure for this finals week than in years past. In most cases, my grades are pretty secure and finals don't impact the final grade much. This year, I'm going into finals with a 4.0 but a few of those A's are like a 91% so naturally a final gone awry can hit me where it hurts.
Typically, this is the annual blog where I roll through my summer plans as if everybody is waiting with bated breath for me to reveal my summertime agenda
Is anybody waiting?
Probably everybody (or not)
Either way, my summer....
So if anybody remembers from last summer, I had a job that was a tad unpleasant. Although thankful for the experience, I decided it would be to my advantage to NOT return (understatement of the year). I have a job lined up already and I start the Monday after finals. I'll be doing myself a little power washing this summer and couldn't be more excited about the job. The owner of the company is just an outstanding guy and it's going to be great working for/with him this summer. It is just an awesome opportunity and I'm definitely thankful for it!
And working outside is always a plus.
We actually just moved into our new house a few weeks ago and it's going to nice to enjoy the summer there.
Other than working a lot, I think I'm just going to play my guitar; jam with my bros; head to Florida with the fam; read some books; go to Froyo, and pet my dog.
Should be a great summer...I only have a few left!
This might be my last blog for a while
If you check out my archives over this way ---------------------------->
You'll surely notice a severe lack of blogs from last summer
Summer is quite the dandy time but unfortunately, it does not spark much blog inspiration...
This is the last day of regular classes for the semester and next week is finals week for LU. I would have to say that I'm feeling a little more pressure for this finals week than in years past. In most cases, my grades are pretty secure and finals don't impact the final grade much. This year, I'm going into finals with a 4.0 but a few of those A's are like a 91% so naturally a final gone awry can hit me where it hurts.
Typically, this is the annual blog where I roll through my summer plans as if everybody is waiting with bated breath for me to reveal my summertime agenda
Is anybody waiting?
Probably everybody (or not)
Either way, my summer....
So if anybody remembers from last summer, I had a job that was a tad unpleasant. Although thankful for the experience, I decided it would be to my advantage to NOT return (understatement of the year). I have a job lined up already and I start the Monday after finals. I'll be doing myself a little power washing this summer and couldn't be more excited about the job. The owner of the company is just an outstanding guy and it's going to be great working for/with him this summer. It is just an awesome opportunity and I'm definitely thankful for it!
And working outside is always a plus.
We actually just moved into our new house a few weeks ago and it's going to nice to enjoy the summer there.
Other than working a lot, I think I'm just going to play my guitar; jam with my bros; head to Florida with the fam; read some books; go to Froyo, and pet my dog.
Should be a great summer...I only have a few left!
Friday, April 30, 2010
Letting Go
Sometimes this blog can be frustrating. Anybody with a blog can probably relate...
It can be tough to fully articulate my thoughts on here.
So I think this will be a quick blog
Do you ever stop and look around and just feel a difference in your life? You grow from offenses, learn to lean on the Lord and linger in His presence, forgive when you don't want to and find that you are pressed into new seasons.
For me, it always brings about a thankful heart when I stop and look around and appreciate how much the squeezing and the stretching expands my world.
I'm learning to be consistently consistent
Now to the frustrating part....
Let me say this: Holding on to offenses can rock your world!
Think about an offense that you've held on tightly to. Are you still holding onto it? Has it permeated into other areas of your life?
I know it's happened to me....
Being offended is a bitter poison that can demoralize the spirit, ruin relationships, cause you to withdraw, pull away from responsibility, and respond with anger.
I've found from experience, it is often a case of turning a minor deal into a major deal
and I've also found from experience, it's NOT worth it!
Coincidentally, this topic has been consistently present in my life the past couple months. If you want to see growth in the fire, let go of an offense the moment it happens. CHOOSE (key word) to not hold on to it and watch yourself be stretched. It's a beautiful thing....that's majorly difficult at times unfortunately.
On paper, this may seem like an oversimplified request because let's face it, it is SO easy to be offended. Realistically, several times a day! But, it CAN also be easy to allow offenses to slide and be dismissed.
The way we respond makes all the difference. Is it really worth it to get offended at the remark, comment, or action?
The Bible makes a very simple request
Colossians 3:13 (New Living Translation)
Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you....
This verse lays it out plainly...be understanding and forgive.
Make allowances for people's faults and imperfections.
Colossians 3:14 (The Message)
And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.
Wear love, release forgiveness, let go
Be encouraged!
I think that might be it for now...got some major studying to do
Less than 2 weeks and the semester will be over. Crazy!
Thanks for reading!
It can be tough to fully articulate my thoughts on here.
So I think this will be a quick blog
Do you ever stop and look around and just feel a difference in your life? You grow from offenses, learn to lean on the Lord and linger in His presence, forgive when you don't want to and find that you are pressed into new seasons.
For me, it always brings about a thankful heart when I stop and look around and appreciate how much the squeezing and the stretching expands my world.
I'm learning to be consistently consistent
Now to the frustrating part....
Let me say this: Holding on to offenses can rock your world!
Think about an offense that you've held on tightly to. Are you still holding onto it? Has it permeated into other areas of your life?
I know it's happened to me....
Being offended is a bitter poison that can demoralize the spirit, ruin relationships, cause you to withdraw, pull away from responsibility, and respond with anger.
I've found from experience, it is often a case of turning a minor deal into a major deal
and I've also found from experience, it's NOT worth it!
Coincidentally, this topic has been consistently present in my life the past couple months. If you want to see growth in the fire, let go of an offense the moment it happens. CHOOSE (key word) to not hold on to it and watch yourself be stretched. It's a beautiful thing....that's majorly difficult at times unfortunately.
On paper, this may seem like an oversimplified request because let's face it, it is SO easy to be offended. Realistically, several times a day! But, it CAN also be easy to allow offenses to slide and be dismissed.
The way we respond makes all the difference. Is it really worth it to get offended at the remark, comment, or action?
The Bible makes a very simple request
Colossians 3:13 (New Living Translation)
Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you....
This verse lays it out plainly...be understanding and forgive.
Make allowances for people's faults and imperfections.
Colossians 3:14 (The Message)
And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.
Wear love, release forgiveness, let go
Be encouraged!
I think that might be it for now...got some major studying to do
Less than 2 weeks and the semester will be over. Crazy!
Thanks for reading!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Almost Done
OK, back from spring break. Funny how a week can seem like a day.
Anyway, I had one full day off and worked close to 40 hours. One may think, "what a lousy spring break!" but truly I was really thankful for the hours and the money it will bring.
It's always cool coming back from spring break to realize that the summer is right around the corner. I have about 5 weeks of class left+finals..if you can really count that week.
It's interesting how I look at summer now. People who I went to high school with are finishing up their degrees and will have to start looking for a job or preparing for grad school.
The distinct yearly break between school and summer will now become blurred. I, on the other hand, have a few more years of school to go but honestly, I really don't approach summer the same way anymore. I appreciate the break from school and it's always nice to have a little more time on my hands but it's different now. I don't feel the care-free feeling about it quite so much anymore.
I'm still happy when it arrives though
One of the goals for the year I wrote down in January was to get a 4.0 GPA in the spring and next fall. It's been a focus of mine the past few months and with 5ish weeks to go, it's always takes effort to finish strong.
If anybody is in this position, just continue to be consistent.
5 weeks will be over soon
Anyway, I had one full day off and worked close to 40 hours. One may think, "what a lousy spring break!" but truly I was really thankful for the hours and the money it will bring.
It's always cool coming back from spring break to realize that the summer is right around the corner. I have about 5 weeks of class left+finals..if you can really count that week.
It's interesting how I look at summer now. People who I went to high school with are finishing up their degrees and will have to start looking for a job or preparing for grad school.
The distinct yearly break between school and summer will now become blurred. I, on the other hand, have a few more years of school to go but honestly, I really don't approach summer the same way anymore. I appreciate the break from school and it's always nice to have a little more time on my hands but it's different now. I don't feel the care-free feeling about it quite so much anymore.
I'm still happy when it arrives though
One of the goals for the year I wrote down in January was to get a 4.0 GPA in the spring and next fall. It's been a focus of mine the past few months and with 5ish weeks to go, it's always takes effort to finish strong.
If anybody is in this position, just continue to be consistent.
5 weeks will be over soon
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Happy Bloggiversary!!!!
Happy Birthday!!!
This is the 1 year anniversary of The Life and Times.
What a year of blogging it's been. I really wasn't sure that I'd have this blog for a year. For those of you who don't know the short story of the blog, Mr. Justin Cornelius Coaxum got me caught up in the blogging craze after reading his top notch blog (check his blog out here) I decided to start one and here we are.
Coincidentally, I wrote this blog a few weeks ago...I really am so thankful for this blog. It provides an outstanding outlet for my thoughts and ideas. It allows me a forum to encourage.
It really just seems like a few days ago that I started and now it's 365 days later. So much has changed since the very first post and I love how most of it is chronicled in the archives. It's funny how different things can be in a year.
I'm thankful and appreciative of everybody that has read some blogs or reads regularly. I am having a blast writing!!
Here's to another year!!
Memory lane: Check out the first ever post!
First Post
This is the 1 year anniversary of The Life and Times.
What a year of blogging it's been. I really wasn't sure that I'd have this blog for a year. For those of you who don't know the short story of the blog, Mr. Justin Cornelius Coaxum got me caught up in the blogging craze after reading his top notch blog (check his blog out here) I decided to start one and here we are.
Coincidentally, I wrote this blog a few weeks ago...I really am so thankful for this blog. It provides an outstanding outlet for my thoughts and ideas. It allows me a forum to encourage.
It really just seems like a few days ago that I started and now it's 365 days later. So much has changed since the very first post and I love how most of it is chronicled in the archives. It's funny how different things can be in a year.
I'm thankful and appreciative of everybody that has read some blogs or reads regularly. I am having a blast writing!!
Here's to another year!!
Memory lane: Check out the first ever post!
First Post
Monday, March 22, 2010
Jacob Interviewed by Jacob Part 3
Another installment of "Jacob interviewed by Jacob"?!
You bet your bottom dollar!!! (what ever that means)
Let me rundown the premise of this blog: I scour (yes, scour) the vast interweb for random and embarrassing Myspace surveys and answer questions. However, after looking through a few sites, I've concluded that....
A. It's extremely sad that there are websites fully devoted to asking whether you have been to the mall in the past month or sleep with or without clothes on (just uncalled for...on, if anybody is wondering)
B. Myspace is just unnecessary
Refer to point A: I do think it is necessary to mention that there is some editing required. Mostly because some of the questions are so ridiculous....even for this ridiculous blog post...
So, without further adieu...
What's the first thing you do when waking up in the morning?
In a bit of randomness, I ALWAYS get up and go over to the window and look out. Interestingly enough, I never really did this until this past summer when I was working in the trees. I'd get up for work at 5:50 and immediately go see if it was raining OR even showed the hint of possible rain. Everybody in the tree biz knows: rain=day off. I guess the habit stuck.
Do you prefer a shower or bath?
This one is simple: 100% shower. I suppose baths could have the potential to be relaxing but really it is a little disgusting. You are sitting in filthy water of filth. Just filth all around. No thanks
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
I go with the standard 2.....I've heard rumors that a post-lunch brush should be included but really seems like excessive toothbrushing. I do commend anybody who can pull of the 3 brush schedule. That truly is a job well done
What would you do with a 10 bill you found on the ground?
Coincidentally,I did find $5 dollars on the ground a few weeks ago. Normally, if I actually see the person drop it, I'll put a little pep in my step and catch them so I can give it back. However, if nobody is in sight and it's just there, I'll definitely snag it.
Do you look up or at your feet when you walk?
I stare people down right in the face when I walk. It's awkward. Well, mostly I'm all over the place looking at trees, people with interesting hair, squirrels...
Do you like Starbucks?
Honestly, I think I like actually sitting in Starbucks more than actually drinking it. I'm not quite sure if that makes any bit of sense but the atmosphere in Starbucks is quite dandy for having a conversation. Anybody who has had a conversation in Starbucks can attest to that fact. Can't beat it.
Is it love at first sight or lust?
Ah, the age old question! I'll try to be concise. I think it's neither, really. I think there is attraction at first sight but even that is not always the case. I believe lust is birthed from selfish desire so obviously love cannot be present (1 Corinthians 13:5).
It's cool though because you'll hear about people who got to know each other intimately before they started to realize just how attractive the other person was. I don't think you can love consummately at first sight. Love is grown and takes time, sacrifice, commitment and unbelievable patience.
Do you ever actually make your bed?
I think I've lucked out considering the fact that the only two blankets I use seem to be magnetically attracted to each other. One quick throw and my bed is made. I'd say a good 93% of the time it's not made though. It's rare if I make it when I get up. 4pm always seems to be a standard time to make my bed.
How many pillows do you have to sleep with?
Definitely 2. Here's the trick that isn't really a trick: Lay them next to each other so no matter where you toss and turn, pillow is softly caressing your head.
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
I am not a big phone talker. The best thing about text is the convenience but also the lack of potential dead air that can commonly crop up when you are talking on the phone. We all know that can be physically painful. However, people calling in response to a text is completely uncalled for...we all know that
Do you "wear-out" good songs by overplaying them?
This is probably the one thing I do that annoys me the most. I grab a few new songs and it'll be continuous playback for a week straight. Tough habit to break, my friends.
How many texts do you send on average a month?
about 2 quabillion.....real number
Is your room clean?
You know, I find a clean room very reassuring so I'll say yes, most of the time. I feel a clean room helps keep life uncluttered. I have no explanation for that but it works for me
Favorite comedian?
This is a solid question. I actually like Jerry Seinfeld. That could be a bit generic but his comedy just makes sense to me. You cannot go wrong with Jim Gaffigan either.
What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
In a bit of a twisty twist, I like honey with peanut butter. I also throw a little sugar on the honey. It's healthy, I know...
Tell me a random fact: I read the newspaper comics everyday...that is random
Best thing about winter?
It being over...
Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
Uh, easily overrated. What do pirates do? so weak
Thanks for reading!
You bet your bottom dollar!!! (what ever that means)
Let me rundown the premise of this blog: I scour (yes, scour) the vast interweb for random and embarrassing Myspace surveys and answer questions. However, after looking through a few sites, I've concluded that....
A. It's extremely sad that there are websites fully devoted to asking whether you have been to the mall in the past month or sleep with or without clothes on (just uncalled for...on, if anybody is wondering)
B. Myspace is just unnecessary
Refer to point A: I do think it is necessary to mention that there is some editing required. Mostly because some of the questions are so ridiculous....even for this ridiculous blog post...
So, without further adieu...
What's the first thing you do when waking up in the morning?
In a bit of randomness, I ALWAYS get up and go over to the window and look out. Interestingly enough, I never really did this until this past summer when I was working in the trees. I'd get up for work at 5:50 and immediately go see if it was raining OR even showed the hint of possible rain. Everybody in the tree biz knows: rain=day off. I guess the habit stuck.
Do you prefer a shower or bath?
This one is simple: 100% shower. I suppose baths could have the potential to be relaxing but really it is a little disgusting. You are sitting in filthy water of filth. Just filth all around. No thanks
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
I go with the standard 2.....I've heard rumors that a post-lunch brush should be included but really seems like excessive toothbrushing. I do commend anybody who can pull of the 3 brush schedule. That truly is a job well done
What would you do with a 10 bill you found on the ground?
Coincidentally,I did find $5 dollars on the ground a few weeks ago. Normally, if I actually see the person drop it, I'll put a little pep in my step and catch them so I can give it back. However, if nobody is in sight and it's just there, I'll definitely snag it.
Do you look up or at your feet when you walk?
I stare people down right in the face when I walk. It's awkward. Well, mostly I'm all over the place looking at trees, people with interesting hair, squirrels...
Do you like Starbucks?
Honestly, I think I like actually sitting in Starbucks more than actually drinking it. I'm not quite sure if that makes any bit of sense but the atmosphere in Starbucks is quite dandy for having a conversation. Anybody who has had a conversation in Starbucks can attest to that fact. Can't beat it.
Is it love at first sight or lust?
Ah, the age old question! I'll try to be concise. I think it's neither, really. I think there is attraction at first sight but even that is not always the case. I believe lust is birthed from selfish desire so obviously love cannot be present (1 Corinthians 13:5).
It's cool though because you'll hear about people who got to know each other intimately before they started to realize just how attractive the other person was. I don't think you can love consummately at first sight. Love is grown and takes time, sacrifice, commitment and unbelievable patience.
Do you ever actually make your bed?
I think I've lucked out considering the fact that the only two blankets I use seem to be magnetically attracted to each other. One quick throw and my bed is made. I'd say a good 93% of the time it's not made though. It's rare if I make it when I get up. 4pm always seems to be a standard time to make my bed.
How many pillows do you have to sleep with?
Definitely 2. Here's the trick that isn't really a trick: Lay them next to each other so no matter where you toss and turn, pillow is softly caressing your head.
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
I am not a big phone talker. The best thing about text is the convenience but also the lack of potential dead air that can commonly crop up when you are talking on the phone. We all know that can be physically painful. However, people calling in response to a text is completely uncalled for...we all know that
Do you "wear-out" good songs by overplaying them?
This is probably the one thing I do that annoys me the most. I grab a few new songs and it'll be continuous playback for a week straight. Tough habit to break, my friends.
How many texts do you send on average a month?
about 2 quabillion.....real number
Is your room clean?
You know, I find a clean room very reassuring so I'll say yes, most of the time. I feel a clean room helps keep life uncluttered. I have no explanation for that but it works for me
Favorite comedian?
This is a solid question. I actually like Jerry Seinfeld. That could be a bit generic but his comedy just makes sense to me. You cannot go wrong with Jim Gaffigan either.
What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
In a bit of a twisty twist, I like honey with peanut butter. I also throw a little sugar on the honey. It's healthy, I know...
Tell me a random fact: I read the newspaper comics everyday...that is random
Best thing about winter?
It being over...
Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
Uh, easily overrated. What do pirates do? so weak
Thanks for reading!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Courage
It's definitely that time of the semester!
My life=crazy
However, it is a good crazy...If that's even possible
Real quick note before I start writing...
I got my classes set up for the fall semester. Here is a quick rundown of what I'm taking. I am really just listing these classes because I'm so pumped about them.
Psychology of Grief
Child Psychology
Psychology of Motivation and Emotion
Psychological Testing
Psychology of Women (this class is going to rock!)
How insanely awesome is my major?
It turns out that I am about 96.34% sure I'm not going to be graduating in the Spring of 2011. So 6 year plan it is!!! There are so many classes I still want to take that I really am not bumming about it. Just a little academic update for everybody
Psalm 27:14
Wait patiently for the Lord.
Be brave and courageous.
Yes, wait patiently for the Lord.
In all of our doubt, mistakes, and all around stupidity, the Lord is still faithful (1 Corinthians 1:9, Hebrews 10:23, I John 1:9) He's still good, He's still loving. When I look at this verse, I am immediately caught up by the 2nd line. While we wait, "Be brave and courageous"
BRAVE: possessing or exhibiting courage or courageous endurance, to defy; challenge; dare
COURAGE:the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism
As we wait for the Lord to take us to new levels, to open us up to our destiny, to bring our husband or wife, how are we walking through the daily tasks of our life?
What are we allowing to impact us in this waiting season? What seeds are we sowing for our future, for all He has for us?
Men, are we living today for our future wives? Are we living with purity as we seek the Lord on her behalf, for her life? See, it is EASY to do what we want without one thought of repercussion. It takes a brave man of courage to live with purity and to live uncommon. To have a focus beyond his time. To keep his wife in mind when he makes decisions. What seeds are you planting for the woman you are going to marry? In due time, men, how we live today will have a profound impact on our futures.
Women, are you captivated by the Father? Are you allowing Him to form your identity? This world has expectations and standards which portray a distorted image of who you are supposed to be. Are you focused on HIS image and identity for you? The value He sees in you? Allow Him to open up new levels in His love for you. You are valued and should be honored as such.
I fully believe it takes courage, man or woman, to live for tomorrow. To be set apart while we seek the Lord. To allow Him to work on us in this season.
Take heart and be encouraged
2 Timothy 2:13
If we are unfaithful,
He remains faithful,
for He cannot deny who He is
He is faithful in every area. Live and Love Him courageously
My life=crazy
However, it is a good crazy...If that's even possible
Real quick note before I start writing...
I got my classes set up for the fall semester. Here is a quick rundown of what I'm taking. I am really just listing these classes because I'm so pumped about them.
Psychology of Grief
Child Psychology
Psychology of Motivation and Emotion
Psychological Testing
Psychology of Women (this class is going to rock!)
How insanely awesome is my major?
It turns out that I am about 96.34% sure I'm not going to be graduating in the Spring of 2011. So 6 year plan it is!!! There are so many classes I still want to take that I really am not bumming about it. Just a little academic update for everybody
Psalm 27:14
Wait patiently for the Lord.
Be brave and courageous.
Yes, wait patiently for the Lord.
In all of our doubt, mistakes, and all around stupidity, the Lord is still faithful (1 Corinthians 1:9, Hebrews 10:23, I John 1:9) He's still good, He's still loving. When I look at this verse, I am immediately caught up by the 2nd line. While we wait, "Be brave and courageous"
BRAVE: possessing or exhibiting courage or courageous endurance, to defy; challenge; dare
COURAGE:the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism
As we wait for the Lord to take us to new levels, to open us up to our destiny, to bring our husband or wife, how are we walking through the daily tasks of our life?
What are we allowing to impact us in this waiting season? What seeds are we sowing for our future, for all He has for us?
Men, are we living today for our future wives? Are we living with purity as we seek the Lord on her behalf, for her life? See, it is EASY to do what we want without one thought of repercussion. It takes a brave man of courage to live with purity and to live uncommon. To have a focus beyond his time. To keep his wife in mind when he makes decisions. What seeds are you planting for the woman you are going to marry? In due time, men, how we live today will have a profound impact on our futures.
Women, are you captivated by the Father? Are you allowing Him to form your identity? This world has expectations and standards which portray a distorted image of who you are supposed to be. Are you focused on HIS image and identity for you? The value He sees in you? Allow Him to open up new levels in His love for you. You are valued and should be honored as such.
I fully believe it takes courage, man or woman, to live for tomorrow. To be set apart while we seek the Lord. To allow Him to work on us in this season.
Take heart and be encouraged
2 Timothy 2:13
If we are unfaithful,
He remains faithful,
for He cannot deny who He is
He is faithful in every area. Live and Love Him courageously
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
To a kid from Oregon
One of my favorite songs by one of my favorite artists.
Mat Kearney released this song on his album "Nothing Left to Lose" in 2006.
One of the first full songs I learned on the guitar. Great lyrics and phenomenal music video
Mat Kearney released this song on his album "Nothing Left to Lose" in 2006.
One of the first full songs I learned on the guitar. Great lyrics and phenomenal music video
Deal with Me
Last night on campus, there was a night of worship and prayer. Honestly, I was slightly hesitant to go because you never quite know how campus wide situations are going to play out. I was greatly encouraged to see the openness to the spirit of the Lord.
Basically, in a nutshell, it was a bunch of 20 somethings coming together to stand in the gap for our campus before the Lord.
There was a guy that spoke, who was very good by the way, about how college students are specifically under a pseudo-assumption that something is owed to us. You can really replace "college students" with our whole generation. The sense of entitlement is clouding compassionate hearts and inhibiting us to run and seek after the Lord with abandon.
It's very interesting what the Lord puts on hearts because not just 3 hours before the meeting I was undone for that very reason. The Lord has been so clearly putting on my heart the need to lose my pride. Pride is interesting because bottom line: there is NO need for it!
Seriously, I am in no way where I need to be. I have in no way arrived. Sheesh, I have a long way to go. Who am I that I should have such a haughty spirit? It makes no sense! Unfortunately, it is something that permeates the spirit unknowingly at times. Thank you Lord for the Holy Spirit.
The gifts and talents I have are in no way reflective of Jacob Michael Glose. They are not a direct product of what I've done or accomplished.
To realize this is a humbling process. However, it's a much needed process.
As I read over what I've just written above, it may carry the appearance that I am simply too critical of myself. However, being real with myself and with the Lord brings about freedom and growth to the fullest extent. I fully believe it's the only way for Him to work in your life. Be real
I think growing has been a common theme for the past few posts.
2010...the year for the Lord to work on me in a greater way.
To allow Him to cut out what is displeasing
My prayer in this season...
Psalm 139:24 (The Message)
Investigate my life, O God, find out everything about me; Cross-examine and test me, get a clear picture of what I'm about...
I love the NLT
Psalm 139:24 (New Living Translation)
Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life
WOW, "Point out anything that offends You"
I want the Lord to deal with me. Point out anything that is getting in the way of how He wants to use me. He's a loving father; He'll be faithful to lead us into new seasons of growth
Be encouraged
Thanks for reading!
Basically, in a nutshell, it was a bunch of 20 somethings coming together to stand in the gap for our campus before the Lord.
There was a guy that spoke, who was very good by the way, about how college students are specifically under a pseudo-assumption that something is owed to us. You can really replace "college students" with our whole generation. The sense of entitlement is clouding compassionate hearts and inhibiting us to run and seek after the Lord with abandon.
It's very interesting what the Lord puts on hearts because not just 3 hours before the meeting I was undone for that very reason. The Lord has been so clearly putting on my heart the need to lose my pride. Pride is interesting because bottom line: there is NO need for it!
Seriously, I am in no way where I need to be. I have in no way arrived. Sheesh, I have a long way to go. Who am I that I should have such a haughty spirit? It makes no sense! Unfortunately, it is something that permeates the spirit unknowingly at times. Thank you Lord for the Holy Spirit.
The gifts and talents I have are in no way reflective of Jacob Michael Glose. They are not a direct product of what I've done or accomplished.
To realize this is a humbling process. However, it's a much needed process.
As I read over what I've just written above, it may carry the appearance that I am simply too critical of myself. However, being real with myself and with the Lord brings about freedom and growth to the fullest extent. I fully believe it's the only way for Him to work in your life. Be real
I think growing has been a common theme for the past few posts.
2010...the year for the Lord to work on me in a greater way.
To allow Him to cut out what is displeasing
My prayer in this season...
Psalm 139:24 (The Message)
Investigate my life, O God, find out everything about me; Cross-examine and test me, get a clear picture of what I'm about...
I love the NLT
Psalm 139:24 (New Living Translation)
Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life
WOW, "Point out anything that offends You"
I want the Lord to deal with me. Point out anything that is getting in the way of how He wants to use me. He's a loving father; He'll be faithful to lead us into new seasons of growth
Be encouraged
Thanks for reading!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Words Matter
Proverbs 18:21 (The Message)
Words kill, words give life;
they're either poison or fruit—you choose.
I love the translation of this verse. It puts the purpose/consequence of our words in such a simplistic way.
The words we speak are impactful.
People I talk to will tell me at times that there are things people have said to them as a child/teenager that still have a relevant impact in their lives. The very essence of the remark, threat, praise, word of affirmation, or encouragement has a profound impact on who they are currently.
These words can undoubtedly be positive in nature, as seeds of confidence and affirmation blossom into self-worth and a high level of self-efficacy as a young adult.
However, there are cases where words tear down, dismantle self identity, and produce a sense of incompetence. It is astounding and frankly quite bewildering to me to see how we pass on words, remarks, and statements so haphazardly, without a conscious awareness of what they are actually doing to the person. That casual statement about somebodies appearance, performance, characteristic, or intelligence sticks so much longer than we realize.
We may have heard stories or even better, have experienced a situation where a parent, coach, teacher, influential figure speaks a word of praise, encouragement, confidence, or admiration into our lives. What a life giving experience that can be! As we take that and let it edify us, we often see it manifesting itself later on in our lives.
However, the adverse effect of bitter, hateful, cynical criticism/remarks can have a detrimental backlash on the identity and esteem of an individual.
Honestly, I can think back to things people have said to me and even as a 22 year old man, still feel the flight of encouragement it gives to my spirit and heart. However, I can also still feel that sting of certain things spoken over me. My heart burns for people who are lost in their identity and in their self-worth. Those who don't see any value in their lives, in their future. Those who have let the words of man corrode their worth.
The good news is that we/me/us/everybody can change and charge the atmosphere with what we say. Think about the verse above: Our words can KILL (the spirit, mind, emotions, will) or can bring LIFE.
Are we fully aware of what we say? Who we affect? What ONE encouraging word has the potential to do!
It's a powerful thing to realize. Even more powerful is to put it to practice!
I'd encourage everybody to take this verse to heart with the people in their life
Proverbs 16:24
Kind words are like honey--sweet to the soul and healthy for the body.
Stay sweet.
I blow it and mess up with my words at times, we all do but remind yourself to stay sweet. Be an encouragement and speak life to those around you.
Thanks for reading.
Words kill, words give life;
they're either poison or fruit—you choose.
I love the translation of this verse. It puts the purpose/consequence of our words in such a simplistic way.
The words we speak are impactful.
People I talk to will tell me at times that there are things people have said to them as a child/teenager that still have a relevant impact in their lives. The very essence of the remark, threat, praise, word of affirmation, or encouragement has a profound impact on who they are currently.
These words can undoubtedly be positive in nature, as seeds of confidence and affirmation blossom into self-worth and a high level of self-efficacy as a young adult.
However, there are cases where words tear down, dismantle self identity, and produce a sense of incompetence. It is astounding and frankly quite bewildering to me to see how we pass on words, remarks, and statements so haphazardly, without a conscious awareness of what they are actually doing to the person. That casual statement about somebodies appearance, performance, characteristic, or intelligence sticks so much longer than we realize.
We may have heard stories or even better, have experienced a situation where a parent, coach, teacher, influential figure speaks a word of praise, encouragement, confidence, or admiration into our lives. What a life giving experience that can be! As we take that and let it edify us, we often see it manifesting itself later on in our lives.
However, the adverse effect of bitter, hateful, cynical criticism/remarks can have a detrimental backlash on the identity and esteem of an individual.
Honestly, I can think back to things people have said to me and even as a 22 year old man, still feel the flight of encouragement it gives to my spirit and heart. However, I can also still feel that sting of certain things spoken over me. My heart burns for people who are lost in their identity and in their self-worth. Those who don't see any value in their lives, in their future. Those who have let the words of man corrode their worth.
The good news is that we/me/us/everybody can change and charge the atmosphere with what we say. Think about the verse above: Our words can KILL (the spirit, mind, emotions, will) or can bring LIFE.
Are we fully aware of what we say? Who we affect? What ONE encouraging word has the potential to do!
It's a powerful thing to realize. Even more powerful is to put it to practice!
I'd encourage everybody to take this verse to heart with the people in their life
Proverbs 16:24
Kind words are like honey--sweet to the soul and healthy for the body.
Stay sweet.
I blow it and mess up with my words at times, we all do but remind yourself to stay sweet. Be an encouragement and speak life to those around you.
Thanks for reading.
Friday, February 19, 2010
FINALLY!!!!!
What the heck?!?
I have been trying to get this blog out for about a week!!! Every time I go to write, I am just stumped.
So I am just going to write and barf my thoughts on here. That seems to be a good idea.
This week was interesting. If anybody is like me, they have bouts of discouragement at times. This week was weird in that aspect for me. Although I am 100% confident that I am on the right path, that hint of doubt and discouragement tries to make its way in. Not a chance I feed into that nonsense. Don't give doubt and discouragement your time and energy and let it manifest in your life!
I am not sure how to really articulate these next thoughts but here goes...
I have had some level of revelation about relationships in my life. I would say confidently that I am satisfied with where I am at right now. I think of 1 Corinthians 7:32 in this line of thinking.
Sometimes I think back to blogs I wrote in the past and expand on some thoughts I had. Almost a year or so ago, I wrote this...click. I mostly want to pick out ONE WORD in ONE VERSE in that old blog that until recently had not stood out to me. It's cool to get this kind of revelation!
Wow, these two verses completely and utterly changed my thinking. It is a responsibility of mine to find the wife the Lord has for me. She's not just going to magically appear! The prospect of that responsibility is exciting as I work hand in hand with the Lord regarding who that is. Testing, discerning, believing that He will give me the guidance. He's great like that!
So here is really been my consuming thought (finally!)
I always had a notion that I was trying to find somebody that was suitable for me (not in a stuck up, selfish perspective). However, I've realized that it's me that I need to work on!! (think about that) I need to be what she needs!!
It's me that needs to grow. It's me that needs to hear the voice of my Father even better. It's me that needs to learn to serve better. It's me that needs to be more patient and understanding.
That blew my world up!!
This year is about GROWTH. Working on me. Delighting myself in the Lord and fully focused on what He wants.
Things will fall into place at the right time.
Thanks for reading!!
I have been trying to get this blog out for about a week!!! Every time I go to write, I am just stumped.
So I am just going to write and barf my thoughts on here. That seems to be a good idea.
This week was interesting. If anybody is like me, they have bouts of discouragement at times. This week was weird in that aspect for me. Although I am 100% confident that I am on the right path, that hint of doubt and discouragement tries to make its way in. Not a chance I feed into that nonsense. Don't give doubt and discouragement your time and energy and let it manifest in your life!
I am not sure how to really articulate these next thoughts but here goes...
I have had some level of revelation about relationships in my life. I would say confidently that I am satisfied with where I am at right now. I think of 1 Corinthians 7:32 in this line of thinking.
1 Corinthians 7:32: I want you to be free from the concerns of this life. An unmarried man can spend his time doing the Lord’s work and thinking how to please him.
The early part of 1 Corinthians is heavy on marriage. I look at this verse and just have to agree wholeheartedly. I am not married obviously. Really, I am in no form of a relationship whatsoever. Like I said above, I am not saddened by this fact but perfectly content with where God wants me. The season of life I am in right now is exciting. It allows me to pour into people, grow deeper in my love for the Lord, work on myself and mature (much needed) It's all perspective!
However, I suppose it is time for a bit of self-disclosure here...
I honestly would love nothing more than to find out who I am supposed to marry. Who the Lord has ordained and created perfectly for me. The woman who possesses the very things that will complete who I am. That is an exciting proposition.
However, in this desire and in my questioning, I've realized that God is one of order and detail (I Corinthians 14:33) I look at His nature and know that in order for me to be in His perfect will, certain things must fall into place in His time. The key here is being in His perfect will, not simply His permissive will for my life. If I want His best, then I have to get myself out of the way.
So where does this leave me?
I am not sure if I am unusual in this aspect but I have a list I wrote out of attributes and characteristics that I am believing the Lord for in my wife. I have altered this list quite a few times and earlier this week as I was spending time with the Lord, I took a look at it. I crossed off a few things that I felt were unnecessary and then I was prompted to take about 90% of it and trash it!! I felt so strongly the Lord saying that "She will be what I need"
Sometimes I think back to blogs I wrote in the past and expand on some thoughts I had. Almost a year or so ago, I wrote this...click. I mostly want to pick out ONE WORD in ONE VERSE in that old blog that until recently had not stood out to me. It's cool to get this kind of revelation!
Proverbs 31:10: Who can find a virtuous and capable wife? She is more precious than rubies.
Hmmm OK, so Proverbs 31:10 asks, "who can FIND a virtuous can capable wife?"
Wow, these two verses completely and utterly changed my thinking. It is a responsibility of mine to find the wife the Lord has for me. She's not just going to magically appear! The prospect of that responsibility is exciting as I work hand in hand with the Lord regarding who that is. Testing, discerning, believing that He will give me the guidance. He's great like that!
So here is really been my consuming thought (finally!)
I always had a notion that I was trying to find somebody that was suitable for me (not in a stuck up, selfish perspective). However, I've realized that it's me that I need to work on!! (think about that) I need to be what she needs!!
It's me that needs to grow. It's me that needs to hear the voice of my Father even better. It's me that needs to learn to serve better. It's me that needs to be more patient and understanding.
That blew my world up!!
This year is about GROWTH. Working on me. Delighting myself in the Lord and fully focused on what He wants.
Things will fall into place at the right time.
Thanks for reading!!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Thanks
I had thoughts about going through my blogs and possibly deleting a few early ones. I find it completely amusing to go back and read things I've written. I'm pretty simple like that.
So looking way back to early on in the blog, I find it interesting to see the topics I decided to write about. (Mustaches???) Seriously, mustaches....
As I was just about to go through the blog, which will be a year old next month, and delete some old posts, I stopped.
I didn't want to and for a pretty simple reason...
This blog, to some degree and capacity, has been a documentation of my life for the past (almost) year! Changes, growth, crazy stories, weird ideas, thoughts and happenings have all been included. Personally, I can go back and read things and remember the day and why I wrote it or what was going on in my life.
Obviously, every event is not recorded in the Life and Times but I've found myself to be pretty self-reflective and open which I certainly can appreciate.
In an unexpected way, I can see a change in my thoughts and perspective.
I guess I'm just in a weird reflective mood today (probably because it's Wednesday) and just always want to be very appreciative of things in my life. A thankful heart is a beautiful thing.
I really enjoy writing and especially writing about things I really enjoy which all equals this blog.
Thank you for reading
So looking way back to early on in the blog, I find it interesting to see the topics I decided to write about. (Mustaches???) Seriously, mustaches....
As I was just about to go through the blog, which will be a year old next month, and delete some old posts, I stopped.
I didn't want to and for a pretty simple reason...
This blog, to some degree and capacity, has been a documentation of my life for the past (almost) year! Changes, growth, crazy stories, weird ideas, thoughts and happenings have all been included. Personally, I can go back and read things and remember the day and why I wrote it or what was going on in my life.
Obviously, every event is not recorded in the Life and Times but I've found myself to be pretty self-reflective and open which I certainly can appreciate.
In an unexpected way, I can see a change in my thoughts and perspective.
I guess I'm just in a weird reflective mood today (probably because it's Wednesday) and just always want to be very appreciative of things in my life. A thankful heart is a beautiful thing.
I really enjoy writing and especially writing about things I really enjoy which all equals this blog.
Thank you for reading
Monday, February 8, 2010
Grad school
Recently the immediacy of grad school has come to my attention. I think in some strange way, I never could picture myself there.
After some calculations, I have discovered that I am a cool 24 credits away from graduation after the spring semester.
Naturally, this raised the question: What to do after undergrad?
I am excited about the prospect of graduate school and actually learning how to be a counselor (I hear they don't teach that in undergrad) However, it is a daunting next step to some degree. In many ways, I have absolutely no concept of what grad school requires. I doubt this is uncommon for most students who have yet to experience it but as you can tell, it leaves a lot to the imagination. A lot of pondering.
A friend of mine recently got accepted into the psychology graduate program at Mizzou. So I'm thankful she is willing to lend any advice/support/knowledge about the process towards grad school. She is definitely more than qualified!
Right now, I'd say Missouri Baptist or UMSL are the top two schools I am considering. I want to stay in St.Louis.
Nothing is set in stone by any means but I am excited for the next steps!
After some calculations, I have discovered that I am a cool 24 credits away from graduation after the spring semester.
Naturally, this raised the question: What to do after undergrad?
I am excited about the prospect of graduate school and actually learning how to be a counselor (I hear they don't teach that in undergrad) However, it is a daunting next step to some degree. In many ways, I have absolutely no concept of what grad school requires. I doubt this is uncommon for most students who have yet to experience it but as you can tell, it leaves a lot to the imagination. A lot of pondering.
A friend of mine recently got accepted into the psychology graduate program at Mizzou. So I'm thankful she is willing to lend any advice/support/knowledge about the process towards grad school. She is definitely more than qualified!
Right now, I'd say Missouri Baptist or UMSL are the top two schools I am considering. I want to stay in St.Louis.
Nothing is set in stone by any means but I am excited for the next steps!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Things I like Part 2
OK, folks
I'm back with another installment of.......
(dramatic, echoing voice) Thiiiiiiiiiiiings IIIIIII liiiiiike
That wasn't dramatic
Naturally the title gives away what exactly I am writing. Or I hope it does.
Just a few things that suit my fancy
1. Vans
Let me be more specific I suppose. The slip-on Vans
Absolutely, without question my shoe of choice other than flip flops.
Let's think about this: Extreme comfort, classy style, no laces
These shoes virtually go with anything and that is quite alright in my book
Downside? It seems that dirt and other unpleasant things have a magnetic attraction to these shoes.
Upside to the downside? I can throw them in the laundry and they are good as new
Just can't go wrong
2. Forest Park
I will make an assumption here and toss out the predication that most of the people who read this blog are either from the greater St. Louis/Peters/Charles region. I'm not sure how far reaching this blog is. Either way, if you are from St. Louis, I hope you like Forest Park.
I am most certainly a fan of Forest Park. I will say that the spring/summer time is the best time to go but really there are so many things to do that anytime is a
delightful time.
I am partial to the museums but the Muny or Zoo is also a solid choice.
I've lived here my whole life and really just think Forest Park is a unique place. Makes St. Louis unique.
One semester when I was at Central Missouri, I had to give a speech which persuaded my class to visit St. Louis. I hit on Forest Park as clean up and I think I won them over. Tough crowd when you are so close to Kansas City though.
It'll be one place guaranteed I'll be this summer
3. Getting out of class early
OK, now I know this probably contradicts my last "Things I like" installment. I love college and going to class but who doesn't like a well-timed, well-needed early end to a class?!? It's one of the joys of college. It is especially helpful when the class is dragging, it's getting hot in the classroom and somebody just decided they wanted everybody to smell what they had for lunch.
Even as a senior in college, I still feel like a young school boy (weird) whenever class ends early. It is especially dandy when the class is on Tuesday or Thursday. OR better yet, when it is a 3 hour+ night class. Those can be brutal.
I suppose having a class canceled is even better but this way I still can learn something.
I'm back with another installment of.......
(dramatic, echoing voice) Thiiiiiiiiiiiings IIIIIII liiiiiike
That wasn't dramatic
Naturally the title gives away what exactly I am writing. Or I hope it does.
Just a few things that suit my fancy
1. Vans
Let me be more specific I suppose. The slip-on Vans
Absolutely, without question my shoe of choice other than flip flops.
Let's think about this: Extreme comfort, classy style, no laces
These shoes virtually go with anything and that is quite alright in my book
Downside? It seems that dirt and other unpleasant things have a magnetic attraction to these shoes.
Upside to the downside? I can throw them in the laundry and they are good as new
Just can't go wrong
2. Forest Park
I will make an assumption here and toss out the predication that most of the people who read this blog are either from the greater St. Louis/Peters/Charles region. I'm not sure how far reaching this blog is. Either way, if you are from St. Louis, I hope you like Forest Park.
I am most certainly a fan of Forest Park. I will say that the spring/summer time is the best time to go but really there are so many things to do that anytime is a
delightful time.I am partial to the museums but the Muny or Zoo is also a solid choice.
I've lived here my whole life and really just think Forest Park is a unique place. Makes St. Louis unique.
One semester when I was at Central Missouri, I had to give a speech which persuaded my class to visit St. Louis. I hit on Forest Park as clean up and I think I won them over. Tough crowd when you are so close to Kansas City though.
It'll be one place guaranteed I'll be this summer
3. Getting out of class early
OK, now I know this probably contradicts my last "Things I like" installment. I love college and going to class but who doesn't like a well-timed, well-needed early end to a class?!? It's one of the joys of college. It is especially helpful when the class is dragging, it's getting hot in the classroom and somebody just decided they wanted everybody to smell what they had for lunch.
Even as a senior in college, I still feel like a young school boy (weird) whenever class ends early. It is especially dandy when the class is on Tuesday or Thursday. OR better yet, when it is a 3 hour+ night class. Those can be brutal.
I suppose having a class canceled is even better but this way I still can learn something.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
One small step for me....one giant leap for.......uh.......me?
This is uncharted territory my friends!! You are reading these words sent from.....
My iPhone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm WAY too excited about this.
Anyway, this is really more of a test to see if I can indeed blog from my phone but I did start the spring semester on Monday so I suppose we can talk about that.
After a bit of a bruhaha (excellent word) regarding my roommate, classes officially, and thankfully, began.
Let's just say that I'm pretty confident that this is going to be a great semester. I think I've been in the college game long enough to predict that.
Having great professors is by far one of the biggest things that can make or break a class for me and I have some excellent ones this spring. I finally feel like I am taking great strides toward graduation and graduate school!
It's just an awesome feeling!
Jamison and Justin left on their mission trip to Arizona with the Midwest Movement team. It's weird not having them around even though it's only 10 days. I am so excited to see how the Lord will minister through the team!
That's about it for now so signing off from the first official iPhone blog. (cheesy ending)
Thanks for reading!
My iPhone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm WAY too excited about this.
Anyway, this is really more of a test to see if I can indeed blog from my phone but I did start the spring semester on Monday so I suppose we can talk about that.
After a bit of a bruhaha (excellent word) regarding my roommate, classes officially, and thankfully, began.
Let's just say that I'm pretty confident that this is going to be a great semester. I think I've been in the college game long enough to predict that.
Having great professors is by far one of the biggest things that can make or break a class for me and I have some excellent ones this spring. I finally feel like I am taking great strides toward graduation and graduate school!
It's just an awesome feeling!
Jamison and Justin left on their mission trip to Arizona with the Midwest Movement team. It's weird not having them around even though it's only 10 days. I am so excited to see how the Lord will minister through the team!
That's about it for now so signing off from the first official iPhone blog. (cheesy ending)
Thanks for reading!
Friday, January 22, 2010
Audience of ONE
"If you don't live from the praises of man, you won't die from the criticism of man"
Stop and think about this.......
It is our human nature to desire validation, affirmation and receive appreciation for who we are and what we do. We seek gratification and we try to find it in many different ways. It is fine to be recognized for our strengths but in the same breath, can we be corrected for our weaknesses?
I believe as a society we are seeking validation and affirmation in all the wrong places. We see relationships fall into disarray because two people are looking for false affirmation through the other person. Relationships that are only founded on a self-serving motive are bound to crumble. We find people sacrificing their values and integrity to gain the approval of others.
Can we find true value and worth in ourselves regardless of others approval?
Any athlete (or FORMER athlete in my case) can speak from experience and tell you that affirmation and approval of our value sadly comes through success in our particular athletic endeavors. This can be dangerous as we hinge our worth on performance. Our identity is formed through what we do. Not who we are.
I fell into this false sense of affirmation. My performance severely dictated how I saw myself and the value I held in my worth. My identify was Jacob, the football player. Not just Jacob.
I sought approval through this title. I didn't know exactly who I was without it.
When we look to the world for approval, we are often times disappointed. The true and lasting approval that comes from the Lord can propel us into our destiny.
Jesus states it so plainly and boldly...
John 5:41 (NLT)
41 “Your approval means nothing to me...
The Amplified Bible adds a little more...
41I receive not glory from men [I crave no human honor, I look for no mortal fame]...
Jesus rejected all approval of man!
He wasn't simply indifferent to it but He rejected it completely! He didn't want it, didn't need it.
His audience was His Father
Can we fight our selfish, self gratifying nature and only desire to gain the approval of the Lord? Is His satisfaction and pleasure in us the one thing that drives us when nobody is looking, when the world doesn't see? How about when the whole world is watching? Is He the only one we care sees?
Father,
Our only desire is to honor You and to be honored by You. We shake off the world's approval and seek your approval alone. We look to You Papa for the affirmation in who we are. Our ONE goal, ONE focus is to do Your will and be found faithful. We want to know that only You are pleased with us Lord and pleased with what we say and do. Thank you for singing Your love and affirmation over us. We find our worth in You, in the approval You speak over us.
An audience of ONE.......the most important one
Stop and think about this.......
It is our human nature to desire validation, affirmation and receive appreciation for who we are and what we do. We seek gratification and we try to find it in many different ways. It is fine to be recognized for our strengths but in the same breath, can we be corrected for our weaknesses?
I believe as a society we are seeking validation and affirmation in all the wrong places. We see relationships fall into disarray because two people are looking for false affirmation through the other person. Relationships that are only founded on a self-serving motive are bound to crumble. We find people sacrificing their values and integrity to gain the approval of others.
Can we find true value and worth in ourselves regardless of others approval?
Any athlete (or FORMER athlete in my case) can speak from experience and tell you that affirmation and approval of our value sadly comes through success in our particular athletic endeavors. This can be dangerous as we hinge our worth on performance. Our identity is formed through what we do. Not who we are.
I fell into this false sense of affirmation. My performance severely dictated how I saw myself and the value I held in my worth. My identify was Jacob, the football player. Not just Jacob.
I sought approval through this title. I didn't know exactly who I was without it.
When we look to the world for approval, we are often times disappointed. The true and lasting approval that comes from the Lord can propel us into our destiny.
Jesus states it so plainly and boldly...
John 5:41 (NLT)
41 “Your approval means nothing to me...
The Amplified Bible adds a little more...
41I receive not glory from men [I crave no human honor, I look for no mortal fame]...
Jesus rejected all approval of man!
He wasn't simply indifferent to it but He rejected it completely! He didn't want it, didn't need it.
His audience was His Father
Can we fight our selfish, self gratifying nature and only desire to gain the approval of the Lord? Is His satisfaction and pleasure in us the one thing that drives us when nobody is looking, when the world doesn't see? How about when the whole world is watching? Is He the only one we care sees?
Father,
Our only desire is to honor You and to be honored by You. We shake off the world's approval and seek your approval alone. We look to You Papa for the affirmation in who we are. Our ONE goal, ONE focus is to do Your will and be found faithful. We want to know that only You are pleased with us Lord and pleased with what we say and do. Thank you for singing Your love and affirmation over us. We find our worth in You, in the approval You speak over us.
An audience of ONE.......the most important one
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Thankful
This isn't really going to be a long one
I really just have to brag on my brother(s).
I have been blessed with the most incredible older brother. If anybody knows Justin then you can agree I got a good one!
I am so thankful for an older brother that's only desire is the Lord. Who won't let me stay the same. Who sets an incredible example in integrity, humility, discernment, and wisdom.
To be honest, all 3 of my brothers are undoubtedly, without question the absolute best. What an awesome thing it is to call your brothers best friends.
I love them
Thank you Lord for THIS family.
For my brothers
I really just have to brag on my brother(s).
I have been blessed with the most incredible older brother. If anybody knows Justin then you can agree I got a good one!
I am so thankful for an older brother that's only desire is the Lord. Who won't let me stay the same. Who sets an incredible example in integrity, humility, discernment, and wisdom.
To be honest, all 3 of my brothers are undoubtedly, without question the absolute best. What an awesome thing it is to call your brothers best friends.
I love them
Thank you Lord for THIS family.
For my brothers
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Things I Like PART 1
OK, so once upon a time I had a plan for my blog. I thought to myself, "Hey Jacob, why don't you do a series of posts"? Serial posts?
I agreed with myself that I had indeed thought up a great plan so I promptly created the first post aptly titled "Things o' Jacob." Read here
It was a pretty novel idea. However, it fizzled out in a ball of flames and so in a fit of desperation to revive the series, I threw down one more "Things o' Jacob" Read here
This is a recreation of the series I suppose. The artist formally known as Things o' Jacob, now known as "Things I Like" (original and clever huh?)
I'll try to be more consistent with this because it has come to my attention that the general population is waiting with baited breath to find out the things that tickle my fancy (that's an awkward expression)
Alrighty...
Things I like...
I like....
1. College
Now this has taken my a good while to realize this. I have come to not just like college but LOVE it. However, I may not love it for the reasons most 18-20 somethings like college. Sure it's nice to be done with class at 10 am at times but honestly, I like college because of the knowledge I am presented with. I have a vast amount of knowledge, information, and experience at my finger tips. I came into college with an apathetic attitude towards school and learning and didn't fully appreciate the opportunity staring me right in the face. wow, things have changed.
2. Blogging
Obviously if you are reading this then you know that I have a blog. I like blogging. It is unique to each person who has one and that makes it so cool. What I write about is different than anybody else. My writing style is different. It allows an outlet to encourage, entertain, and engage with people. I dig it
3. Flannel shirts
OK so in one shirt, the wearer receives warmth and suave style. How could any other shirt provide that much? IT CAN'T!!! Flannel shirts are ultimately my go-to shirts when all else fails because they will never fail. Take crazy random combinations of colors, jumble them up, barf them on flannel, add a few buttons and you get perfection.
It just makes sense
Take a gander at all the flannel glory
OK that's all I'll toss out right now. Felt good to right this for some strange reason.
Stay tuned friends.
I agreed with myself that I had indeed thought up a great plan so I promptly created the first post aptly titled "Things o' Jacob." Read here
It was a pretty novel idea. However, it fizzled out in a ball of flames and so in a fit of desperation to revive the series, I threw down one more "Things o' Jacob" Read here
This is a recreation of the series I suppose. The artist formally known as Things o' Jacob, now known as "Things I Like" (original and clever huh?)
I'll try to be more consistent with this because it has come to my attention that the general population is waiting with baited breath to find out the things that tickle my fancy (that's an awkward expression)
Alrighty...
Things I like...
I like....
1. College
Now this has taken my a good while to realize this. I have come to not just like college but LOVE it. However, I may not love it for the reasons most 18-20 somethings like college. Sure it's nice to be done with class at 10 am at times but honestly, I like college because of the knowledge I am presented with. I have a vast amount of knowledge, information, and experience at my finger tips. I came into college with an apathetic attitude towards school and learning and didn't fully appreciate the opportunity staring me right in the face. wow, things have changed.
2. Blogging
Obviously if you are reading this then you know that I have a blog. I like blogging. It is unique to each person who has one and that makes it so cool. What I write about is different than anybody else. My writing style is different. It allows an outlet to encourage, entertain, and engage with people. I dig it
3. Flannel shirts
OK so in one shirt, the wearer receives warmth and suave style. How could any other shirt provide that much? IT CAN'T!!! Flannel shirts are ultimately my go-to shirts when all else fails because they will never fail. Take crazy random combinations of colors, jumble them up, barf them on flannel, add a few buttons and you get perfection.
It just makes sense
Take a gander at all the flannel glory
OK that's all I'll toss out right now. Felt good to right this for some strange reason.
Stay tuned friends.
Ocean
Only a few people can play a really short instrumental for us because they want to...
Brilliant
Brilliant
Tumblr?!?
Tumblr?
That's right...no E between the "L" and "R"....interesting....
What is it exactly?
I suppose it's kinda like a blog but different?
Maybe it's like a blog but better? I'm not sure
Either way, I'm thinking about starting one so I'll keep you updated on how that goes I guess.
In the meantime, check this one out
http://heatherchristian.tumblr.com/
Check out her blog too....
http://www.heatherchristian.blogspot.com/
That's right...no E between the "L" and "R"....interesting....
What is it exactly?
I suppose it's kinda like a blog but different?
Maybe it's like a blog but better? I'm not sure
Either way, I'm thinking about starting one so I'll keep you updated on how that goes I guess.
In the meantime, check this one out
http://heatherchristian.tumblr.com/
Check out her blog too....
http://www.heatherchristian.blogspot.com/
Monday, January 18, 2010
Tough Season
The good thing about this blog is more than anything it allows me to articulate to some degree what I'm feeling. I always love writing a goofy cereal blog (shameless plug) but the times of reflection are where I find this blog to be most valuable.
Anyway, I always appreciate the opportunity to be transparent. I believe self evaluation, correction, and growth can come about in a great way.
There have been studies that compare the number of words that a man speaks compared to a woman. In one study, woman are shown to have a "word bank" in one particular day to be about 25,000. Men on the other hand hit about 10,000. I find this study interesting in the context of communication. Men, in most cases, have a hard time expressing themselves verbally. Society projects men as unfeeling and unmoved by emotion with the inability to express at a heart level. What is wrong with a guy who is relational and can express himself on an emotional level?
I'd like to consider myself away from that norm and stereotype. Considering the profession I am striving for, I am thankful for the ability I've been blessed with to be sensitive to how I am feeling and subsequently other people. However, I've come to learn through a string of relationships that the Lord has brought into my life that I have a LONG way to go.
However, this new revelation of that aspect of my life has just been a small minute detail contained in an all-encompassing pruning season that Papa has been taking me through. Correction, instruction, humility. The exposing nature of just how far I have to go and how much I need to grow has been a stinging and sobering experience to the highest degree.
Humility ultimately is the key and having a humble heart is my cry.
I don't want to miss what the Lord is saying in this time. These times of instruction, correction, and altering are where I want to be.
This really sums it up in such a simplistic way.
Proverbs 12:1
Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates correction is stupid
I'm learning to love correction, to receive it without an offended heart.
Humility in everything.
I'm not who I thought I was and that's a tough thing to receive but I want to be everything He wants of me.
Learning, changing, correcting
Welcoming it
Thank you, Papa
Anyway, I always appreciate the opportunity to be transparent. I believe self evaluation, correction, and growth can come about in a great way.
There have been studies that compare the number of words that a man speaks compared to a woman. In one study, woman are shown to have a "word bank" in one particular day to be about 25,000. Men on the other hand hit about 10,000. I find this study interesting in the context of communication. Men, in most cases, have a hard time expressing themselves verbally. Society projects men as unfeeling and unmoved by emotion with the inability to express at a heart level. What is wrong with a guy who is relational and can express himself on an emotional level?
I'd like to consider myself away from that norm and stereotype. Considering the profession I am striving for, I am thankful for the ability I've been blessed with to be sensitive to how I am feeling and subsequently other people. However, I've come to learn through a string of relationships that the Lord has brought into my life that I have a LONG way to go.
However, this new revelation of that aspect of my life has just been a small minute detail contained in an all-encompassing pruning season that Papa has been taking me through. Correction, instruction, humility. The exposing nature of just how far I have to go and how much I need to grow has been a stinging and sobering experience to the highest degree.
Humility ultimately is the key and having a humble heart is my cry.
I don't want to miss what the Lord is saying in this time. These times of instruction, correction, and altering are where I want to be.
This really sums it up in such a simplistic way.
Proverbs 12:1
Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates correction is stupid
I'm learning to love correction, to receive it without an offended heart.
Humility in everything.
I'm not who I thought I was and that's a tough thing to receive but I want to be everything He wants of me.
Learning, changing, correcting
Welcoming it
Thank you, Papa
Thursday, January 14, 2010
IHOP
I sure am glad I didn't put down "more blogging" as a resolution for 2010.
Check out the prayer room out at the International House of Prayer in Kansas City.
In a nutshell: Inspired by David’s tabernacle (1 Chr. 23:5; 25:7), where 4,000 singers and 288 musicians were employed as their full-time occupation to minister to the Lord and serve the community. The 24/7 schedule is divided into 12 two-hour prayer-with-worship meetings a day.
Scripture teaches that night and day prayer is crucial for the fullness of God’s power and purpose to be released (Lk. 18:7–8; Isa. 62:6–7). We are offering Jesus unceasing adoration, while contending for justice and the power of the Holy Spirit to be manifest and bring transformation in the seven spheres of society.
For over 10 years straight, non-stop, every hour of everyday, there has been prayer and worship interceding for this nation and for the world. Unbelievable.
Click right HERE for the link to the prayer room (which is now free by they way!!!)
OR simply watch at the bottom of the page!!
Hope you are blessed by it
Check out the prayer room out at the International House of Prayer in Kansas City.
In a nutshell: Inspired by David’s tabernacle (1 Chr. 23:5; 25:7), where 4,000 singers and 288 musicians were employed as their full-time occupation to minister to the Lord and serve the community. The 24/7 schedule is divided into 12 two-hour prayer-with-worship meetings a day.
Scripture teaches that night and day prayer is crucial for the fullness of God’s power and purpose to be released (Lk. 18:7–8; Isa. 62:6–7). We are offering Jesus unceasing adoration, while contending for justice and the power of the Holy Spirit to be manifest and bring transformation in the seven spheres of society.
For over 10 years straight, non-stop, every hour of everyday, there has been prayer and worship interceding for this nation and for the world. Unbelievable.
Click right HERE for the link to the prayer room (which is now free by they way!!!)
OR simply watch at the bottom of the page!!
Hope you are blessed by it
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